Saturday
I'm having terrible muscle ache after leading gelz kidz worship yesterday afternoon (as in.. cause its sunday today..). It sure was tiring dancing and singing at the same time (its been agesssss since I last done that!!!). Anw it was great seeing the children praise the Lord and it was like an encouragement to me. They're sooo cute and I heard elliot's coming next week for children's club <: I think gelz youth yesterday afternoon really caused me to think hard and reflect. The direction we take in life leads us to our destination (: I enjoy the video showed to us + how a.rebecca carried out the entire session after. We learnt abt the paths we should take in our education/career/spiritual walk with God and in our r/s. I'm gna find a godly husband, one that has the H.O.T. attributes *.*
I went to tamp mall with mum in the night to get my keyboard stand after so many months (yamaha was out of stock ysee). Anw everything that night that seem so perfect decided to take a twist and turn blunt. (I dont think I'll reveal what happen but if you're really wanna know you can try beep-ing me on my cellphone, I might tell you, if you're really interested...) I was so lost, I didnt know what to do, where to go. I felt like just staying away from home, just settling down at somewhere reflecting. I was praying hard, I knew it was the work of the enemy. I was tearing secretly whilst waiting for the bus. I was hoping you'll text me because I didnt wanna text you first, fearing I'll be troubling you. And you did, just at the moment when I couldnt take it any longer. Just at the moment when I needed someone to talk to, to grumble at- my phone rang and there came a msg from you. Thanks so much the-guy-i-like, I know you're God sent, really.
I cried after reading your text, I could not hold back my tears, for my emotions expanded like a balloon in my chest. Thanks for even calling to check if I'm fine, I'm sorry I didnt pick up. I didnt wanna end up wailing loud like a baby who had just found her mother in public. All in all, I thank God you text me at the right time (L).
Things became better late in the night. My family means so much to me yknow- I love them so much. I cant ever lose them. I just pray the friction between ___ and ___ will get better. Dad and mum went out to get dinner for me and I only ate at 1115 or so? I hit the crib close to 12 I think, after playing enough of the keyboard, after praying hard enough.
Sunday
Sermon was like a refresher's thing cause ps.rebec shared that during one of the church service at MT. But I enjoy her sermons, they're v 'in your face' and we're able to draw loadza application from it. The usuals went out for lunch after service and we even went shopping!!!! Subway was a.w.e.s.o.m.e. Hanging out with you guys really make my day. We went over to t.mall after lunch to get darius's goggles. I wanna get a new swimsuit too, they're on offer $$$$$$$$$$$. Anw we walked ard and I wanted toget new earrings at diva but there werent any nice ones thus we headed home.
Updates:
^^dpa submission got thru, I pray I get the course I want (:
^^my friend and I are still trying our bestz to communicate with each other even though we're busy at times.
^^tennis racket this tue from rph before bsf (Y)
^^swim + bbq at darius's house on thurs (youth outing) -tentative though
^^I've been trying hard to revise whenever possible, although I'll never beat the hxc mugger joycelyn but I like to take things slow- slow and steady yo!
^^o level oral cl tmrw, please keep me in your prayers!
Omgoodnez I know this is a really long post but I've too much to say. I've gtg now, gna help mum w dinner preparations <: After all that has happened, there's only 1 thing to say, that my God is wonderful. Prayer sure works wonders (:
So here I am, staring at the moon tonight. Wondering how you look in this light. Maybe you're somewhere thinking abt me too. To be with you, there's nothing I wouldnt do.
